The teary past now seems worthwhile.
Taught me to hold on tight to what makes you feel right.
To hold on to someone who doesn't want to let you go... Ever...
Monday, October 24, 2016
Sunday, June 5, 2016
So distant and I can yet hear you whisper
I can feel you smile
And I can see your touch.
The monsoon, oh! The monsoon
Makes me loose my normal.
And I drift to what I call a phase
'I am happy and yet not content'.
The rains remind the incomplete.
All I remember are the things
I couldn't have.
So now I call you a 'thing'.
Like the cold air my heart has gone
Cold for you.
And yet I know what you would have felt
If now you were here.
That's the thing about the monsoon,
About the lightening,
About the thunder,
It mimics what you feel inside.
Thursday, April 28, 2016
So tell me
What bothers you the most?
What sinks your heart to bottom
And what lifts it up high?
What situation makes you loose your confidence?
Or what makes you so strong willed at times?
What do you think of in your lost times?
And what silently gets tears in your eyes?
What are you terrified about
Or what lifts up your crappy mood?
How you get your inner strength?
How you get up every day and face the monsters?
How you keep so much compassion for the less?
How you listen patiently to all around you?
Whom do you love the most?
Whom do you respect the most?
Whom do you hate and
Whom do you wanna forget?
Why are you doing what you are doing?
Why are you not backing down?
Why did you give up on certain people?
Why you held on to most extremists situations?
So Tell me your story
Answer the questions no one dared to ask you
Let me know you from your solace
To your discomfort.
Give me a tour of all your emotions.
Give me yourself
And let me hug your beautiful soul...!!!
Thursday, April 21, 2016
Once a while
I do think how are you?
Probably pick up the phone to call you.
Then I remind myself,
It has taken me a lifetime to give up on you,
It has cost me everything to undo the love.
I have taken overmuch efforts
to get you out of my system.
And yes I resent you.
And yes I openly hate you.
So I give up that thought
And remind myself you are not worth it.
You are not worthy of a single thought.
You are not worthy of a single tear.
You are just not worth at all.
And yes I pity the one who will be with you next.
Cause I have known you the closest.
And knowing you in and out I know
how destructive you can be to someone.
I know what a coward, commitment less person you are.
And to what extent of a jerk you can be.
So yes I do think of you my dear
But never for the good times we had.
I will and always remember you in
words with no love.
In words so bitter and ruthless.
Cause you are not capable dear.
You are not capable of love.
And you can not make a home.
All you can do is destroy it for someone....
Saturday, April 2, 2016
She cried and cried that night. Nothing could stop her soul from falling apart. 'I slapped him hard' she said. 'I slapped him hard' she kept repeating. 'For everything he put me through.'
And I thought how lucky is she to get to do that. How lucky is she to find a little closure.
Thursday, March 17, 2016
"I miss you" he said. "Anywhere I go, all places remind me of you. Even when I am with her. I compare and I know in so many ways you were right for me. I cannot connect the way I connected with you. She is good but then she is not you. Somehow you made everything feel right . And now I feel empty. It's like I have all I want and I keep missing something. I keep chasing you in my thoughts. I keep chasing you in her. I miss you so much. What happened to us?"
"You left first" she said.