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Friday, July 27, 2012

My first blog award!

My First Blog Award- "The Leibster Award"

Wish I wake up to many such sweet mornings !!! I 'v been tagged and  honored by the sweet "The Leibster Award"  by the generous Anupam Patra whose great writings can be visited at

I want to thank him truly for finding me eligible for this award. I am new to blogging and its truly thrilling to receive my first award .

Thanks once again Anupam !!!

Now on the very first sight even I didnt knew what is this Leibster award and on little search I found that -The Liebster Award is given to upcoming bloggers with less than 200 followers.  Liebster is a German word and means sweetest, kindest, nicest, dearest, beloved, lovely, kind, pleasant, valued, cute, endearing and welcome.

Some rules are also there which come along with this award which are:
1. Each person must post 11 random facts about themselves.
2. Answer 11 questions the tagger has given you and give 11 questions for the people you tagged.
3. Choose 11 people and link them in your post.
4. Tell them you've tagged them.
5. Remember, no tag backs.

So here are some 11 random facts about me--
  1. I  strongly believe in the existence of God. I wish to read all the mythological stuff if possible
  2. I like playing synthesizer 
  3. I  love writing poems
  4. I wish to be an entrepreneur some day
  5. I believe that angels exist
  6. I love Photography
  7. I love Photoshop
  8. I hold esteemed respect for people having good hearts
  9. I am a tea lover and can make amazing tea as well
  10. I  love sleeping ;p

And Eleven questions that I have answered as asked by Anupam:-

1] 'Checkered blue n white' or 'black'?-- black
2] Curtains or no curtains?--curtains
3] Hardcover, paperback or ebooks?--hardcover
4] What's your ambiance while writing?---solitude
5] Do you plan to publish a novel?--not yet
6] Do you like to make a gift for your loved one or do you rather buy?--make one
7] Which is the most beautiful color according to you?--pink
8] What’s your mantra in life?--live and let live
9] Have you ever thought of becoming a soldier in your life?--no
10] Do you have stage fear?--yes
11] ‘Mickey mouse/ Aladin/Duck Tales’ or ‘ Shin Chan/ Doraemon/ Kitretsu’--  'Mickey mouse/ Aladin/Duck Tales

Questions that my further dear bloggers to whom I would be passing this award will need to answer are:

1) Your favourite color?
2) An adventurous weekend or a lazy sunday?
3) Bollywood or hollywood movies?
4) Do you believe in 'Old is Gold'?
5) Who is your idol?
6) Which is your dream city? 
7) Your philosophy in life?
8) Truth or dare?
9) According to you God would be like....
10) Introvert or an extrovert?
11) Day or Night?

heyyy!! thanks for  the honor. It makes you so proud to acknowledge the fact that people like and appreciate what you do. Following the rules here are 11 facts about me.
11 facts about sneha..
1) i love travelling.
2) i hate lies.
3) hoping to make this world a better place to live.
4) love meeting new people and knowing about them.
5) my favourite part of the day is sunset.
6) I love compliments.
7)  i like watching movies
8)i believe what goes around comes around.
9)i believe in karma.
10) secretly i know there is someone watching out for me.
11) i believe in keeping life simple.

Answering the 11 questions asked by neha..
1) Your favourite color? ans.. blue
2) An adventurous weekend or a lazy sunday?
3) Bollywood or hollywood movies?ans.. adventurous weekend
4) Do you believe in 'Old is Gold'?ans... nope.i think change is always good.
5) Who is your idol? ans..sadly never picked one
6) Which is your dream city? anyplace with a beach
7) Your philosophy in life?any ans.. good deeds never go unpaid,bad deeds never go unpunished.
8) Truth or dare?ans.. truth
9) According to you God would be like....ans.. a human form who watches out for me.
10) Introvert or an extrovert?ans.. always an extrovert
11) Day or Night? ans night.

my eleven questions.

1] 'Checkered blue n white' or 'black'?
2] Curtains or no curtains?
3] Hardcover, paperback or ebooks?
4] What's your ambiance while writing?
5] Do you plan to publish a novel?
6] Do you like to make a gift for your loved one or do you rather buy?
7] Which is the most beautiful color according to you?
8] What’s your mantra in life?
9] Have you ever thought of becoming a soldier in your life?
10] Do you have stage fear?
11] ‘Mickey mouse/ Aladin/Duck Tales’ or ‘ Shin Chan/ Doraemon/ Kitretsu’?

So now I shall be passing this award to some blogs which I like... well ..I am in process of preparing the list as the count is 11...and as of now I can think of only 6 (as I am new here). Will be informing each of them individually and very soon.

Thanks :)
Keep visiting..

Thursday, July 26, 2012

Four lines!

It didn't make any sense at first
but now all the pieces join together
What i thought wasn't love
has become my soul forever....

Captivated,destroyed and spoiled
i sunk into your closed embrace
with a kiss that lasted a hundred years
with the rush the heart didn't explain..

If its lust to make me this crazy
i'd want nothing more...
If' its love to make me weak at knees
i'd promise to love till my lips go sore!

Tuesday, July 24, 2012

Is it worth the pain?

The light has faded
and I yield into the lightless dark
With the unsettled pensive thoughts
With the lunatic nightmares
my life i try to sort...

I question myself a thousand times
is all this worth the wait
is facing his cold talk everyday
worth the pain
but for the old times sake i convince
wait another day
hope is something driving me insane

I dig my face into the wet soft pillow
to scream and loud i cry
and i ask myself a zillion times
is this love you are living 
or just his Lie....?

Friday, July 20, 2012

Promises to keep!

A Promise you make
to be always there
if the world turns upside down
and to me no one is fair...
Can i expect you to come
when i call you,
or to see you walk away
like the rest?

When i will fall badly
and all my wounds are open
I will ask for help
and there comes no one..
When people say am no good
even when you know they Lie,
will you stand besides
me and stay,
or you will agree to
what they say?

If i loose my faith in destiny
and stray away from my path,
Will you be the guiding light?
Will you walk with me?
Till the darkness falls
till the anguish fades
and scared no more i be..

I never doubt what
you are dear
But this world
i don't trust enough..
For what i have searched
and found in you
I can't let you walk off..

Words never seem enough
to define the love i feel for you..
yet i know you understand
my voiceless words and
the trust i put in you..

Lets make a promise
to always be there
not just for one but
for each other..
'if one tries to break,
the other one tries to hold together'.

Never let these distances matter,
for me they hardly count..
You are just in my heart oh dear
and in you 'Me'
I have already found!     

Wednesday, July 18, 2012

Love Today!

Love today comes with priorities, it comes when people are in need, when people have no other important agenda in their life, when people are searching for a companion...
Love today comes with the right to leave when situation avails, when your families don't approve, when career and friends seem more important....
Love today comes with demands, comes with the money you earn, the car you drive, the gifts you can afford....
I have known love at its best and at its worst..
I have known love to come close and to see it wake away...
I have seen love change with time....
I thought of all the people who screwed my faith in love
you'd be the one to bring it back...
Yet again i had this sweet misunderstanding...
Love today comes with everything but 'Love'.  

Thursday, July 12, 2012

A Truthful Lie

He said "They fill in the space don't they?".
she said "Who my friends! yeah they see to it that i don't feel lonely."
"Great! They take good care of you. Better than me" he said.
"Yeah they are great.Who needs anybody else?" she lied.

Sunday, July 8, 2012

The Last night

They sat facing each other, eyes glued, hand in hand. It was four whole months the longest they had lived apart. After all the struggle,after all the drama they were finally facing each other. These were the four longest months of their life where things took a drastic turn, unexpected, absurd to the extent where nothing could go back to being normal again.
         He hugged her tight for long. She stayed quiet, motionless in his clasp. "We need to decide on a few things" she said. He knew where this was going. "Yes, i know" he replied back. "So now what?" she asked "You think our families will ever agree?". He couldn't even look into her eyes. The answer was too painful. She sensed it. She said " That's it then,ha?". "Yes" is all he could reply.
        She crawled back into his arms. The place where everything seemed alright, the place where no grief could ever come close. "Can you manage to stay over tonight?" he asked. "Yes" she said. She entered the kitchen to make him dinner. He stood there watching her do the chores. Months before she always cooked for him and he would never let her work. Today he stood in the corner quietly observing her. He knew he was her world. He knew she had dreamt about them being together for lifetime. He understood her pain.
       It was time for bed. She crawled back into his arms hearing close his heart go off beat. They didn't make out this time, there was no room for lust. He kissed her on her forehead and hugged her tight again. "Would you come for my marriage?" she asked him. "To see you standing there with someone else. No" he said. She slept in his arms and he watched her sleep. He didn't want to miss a moment with her cause he knew it was just these few hours where she was completely his, those few hours where he could travel back the time they spent, those few hours of the sense of her breath on his chest. He was far from thinking what life will be without her, for now he just wanted to hold on to her presence cause  it would be morning soon and he would have to see her walk out that door to never return back.