Happy and content.
and less to stress.
Not very often I be this calm.
Not very often I feel this serene.
And yet my heart has a zillion questions
as to 'How I am what I am?
I see my past
torturous and painful.
And I look at the people I left behind.
How is it that I don't feel what I felt then?
How is it that I have learnt not to give a damn?
How is it that I care so less?
How did I get out of the fanatical mess?
I only say 'Hi' to once whom I said 'I love you'
I unfriended my one time best friend.
I stopped keeping a tab about their existence
and I have mastered the art to care less.
How did once so important are
My mistakes or theirs;
How did I learn to be okay?
Now I think..
What if they deserved another chance?
What if I had not been in such a hurry?
But then I think of their sharp words,
I think of their bitter deeds.
I think of their cold replies
and their other oh so essential needs.
I seek for closure.
They deserved polite goodbyes